Let me explain

[Oerba Yun Fang [The Desperado]]

Guys, I really do owe you an explanation for why I'm not as active as I'd like to be. The first one being this:

1. School. Its really stressing me out as of late, AP biology is a murderous class, hella intense and the workload is getting only more intense as the month of may approaches. I cant really say that this class is the only class thats killing me. Physics is as well, and thats because i cannot memorize equations for the life of me.

2. Offline issues. I'm dealing with a set of three people who have constantly been antagonizing me and yeah Its stupid for me to have been listening to them but, it wears on you eventually. Anyway, these people aren't really a problem anymore. Its more of my weird mood right now. Let me attempt to explain this: Weird mood being I feel like im outside of myself, like Im looking from the outside in on my person as I go about life. So I need to take some time to sort out my thoughts, feelings and get my mind back on track.

3. Health I'm sick. The offline issues which have been causing me stress actually wore on me a bit and took a chunk out of my usually impenetrable immune system. So, I have a head cold right now and possibly an ear infection but I doubt that. Anyway, on top of that I have not been sleeping much at all, nightmares keep me up. But the nightmares are rather odd, After all who has a nightmare about bigfoot? >___>

4. College. I'm a highschool senior, and I've got a huge transition coming up and really its killing me with how nervous I am about that transition. You know? Being around a whole new set of people, having to make new friends and whatnot really scares the living hell out of me so. College though far off, it is creeping up on me.

5. I dont know what to put here. But eventually I'll have something here.

Anyway, I do love you guys. Fang just needs some time to sort herself out, its like a tornado decided to spin her life upside down when i got a reality check.

I will reply to threads i deem important or think need to be replied to. But for now, RPing really is at a standstill for me. But if you need me send me an IM/EMAIL/PM and I'll get back to you as soon as possible.

[Scara Roshinto]

It's alright don't stress yourself. Y'know we're always here when you need us

[scryingphantomi]

It's alright, everyone here understands this (as Scara already mentioned)..! Take it one step at a time! Focus on getting well, is a must.

College in general is stressful, even if you're getting ready for it. D8 You are welcome to talk to any of us if you need it. None of us should deny you for a shoulder to lean on..!

We all love ya, Fang~♥ We're all wishing you strength!

[princesskairihikar]

Don't worry about it, everyone has stresses in life and we all need a break to sort things out. You'll get through all your stresses and like Kadaj and Scara have said, you have the support of all of us. I also have been a little inactive due to school. I'm also a high school senior and I have to decide where I'm going. I have to decide next month and that means tons of college visits XD. My Chemistry class is so hard this semester and I need to make sure my grades are high for finals in may. So, don't worry, you aren't going through this alone. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel