Life right now:

[Oerba Yun Fang [The Desperado]]

It's not good. Light knows 99% of the details. Im just physically very sore, very tired and very emotionally taxed and unhappy. I can't truly 100% come back until i catch up on sleep and relax a bit because im living on coffee (and I hate that stuff)

Im getting sick from all of this and it's becoming really painful, like it feels like someone is ripping me open and cutting up my insides. I haven't been able to sleep more than 4 hours at any one time and it's taxing.

I have a vacation coming up... All I want is to relax a bit and get myself back to being healthy before I do anything else with my life or the site. It's nothing against the site, but if you want to know details of what happened, ask Lightning. She has my full permission to tell you all what's happened in the last few weeks which has near 100% cut off my access to CC.

Btw, I've been to the hospital three times this week. IM me on MSN if you want to know that stuff...

if you want my number and are in the US i'll gladly give it to you. For now though guys I need some R&R before really bad stuff happens..

[Auric]

FOOL! You should be in bed right this very second! If you're currently reading this, you're FAILING IN RELAXING!

Nap time for you.

[Yuna]

D= aw *hugs Fang* I hope everything gets better soon. Living on coffee does sound quite horrible. I have an urge to make you some cheese dip that will last forever! Although that is a fool's dream -_- we love you and hope everything is sorted out for your best interest. Like everyone else says, real life comes first. You still have my number if you wanna talk. We love you <3