Post by Scara Roshinto on Jan 31, 2011 3:54:44 GMT -5
real big fan of yours ,
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"Sweet dreams I do not see
'Cause darkness scares me
Is it because I'm still fifteen?
Or the loneliness in me?"[/center]
quite the joke to you ,
[/color][/font][/center]"so, hon. welcome to the distorted world.
what's your name?"
"D-Distorted? That's now very good...Oh! Scara. Scara Roshinto is my name, ma'am!"
"ey, that's pretty cute. how old are you, and where are ya affiliated?"
"Um...I'm not really sure. I kind of...forgot. But I do know I'm 15."
"young'un, are you? well then, i can deal. so... how bout you and me go on a date?"
"W-What? A...date? Um...I...I...uh oh...Um..." -Straight-
"aaand.. what is your specialization?"
"Oh. I...don't remember. But something's whispering to me. I...have a balance of physical and magical. But I do love to heal people."
"cool, cool. i guess youre a little talented filly? i like 'em like that."
"O-Oh no...they're much more talented healers than I!"
kissed me in your room ,
[/color][/font][/center]"and on to the second section! how tall are you, exactly?"
"Um..I think I'm 4'9"."
"ah, just three inches taller. hm. so, what's under your clothes? not that i wont find out for myself."
"I'm...frail. Someone used to call me that...who? ...Find out about what?"
"okay, sorry. let's talk about some.. non - crude things? what's your personal style?"
"I love to wear simple things! Like...this dress! It's so simple and white. Oh and this pendant...who is it? I don't remember..."
"hey, you look like that celebrity... what was the name...?"
"I...do? You must be mistaken...I'm...me."
"right! i remember now. you look just like them. except better, heh heh..."
"E-Eh?"
replied i love you too ,
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"soo, do you like or dislike anything?"
"I dislike when people fight. Fighting is never the answer...yet it seems violence is the only answer now days. I dislike hurting others. I don't like seeing people hurt either. But I do love the ocean. It's a beautiful part of nature. I also love when people are happy. Nothing brings more joy than that to me. And then I love my friends...friends. I'm not sure if I have any."
"ohmyjonas, me too! wow, thats such a coincidence. so have any dirty habits or secrets?"
"Habits? Someone told me I eat very little. And...you don't have any friends too? Is it okay if you become mine? Um...secrets? I'm...shy. Especially around boys but I need to have a husband because...why?"
"coolness, yo. umm. home dawg. anyways. describe yourself."
"What is a 'home dog'? Um. I-I don't know..."
"like dude! we're so compatible..."
"Compatible? So you will be my friend? That's great! I'm so lonely..."
a little bit insecure ,
[/color][/font][/center]"okay, let's rush through this. i'm thinking dancing? then, we can talk about rooms."
"Dancing? I like ballroom dancing. It's nice and relaxing. Rooms?"
"shh, if my boss knew about our secret romance... so. what's your heritage?"
"S-S-Secret romance? W...What? ...Heritage? My mother and father...My father was a priest and my mother was a famous singer."
"wow, your family would love me! have anyone else in your family?"
"I...wish you could meet them too. My little brother would have loved a person like you...but...I killed them."
"oh. sounds horrible. haha. anything else important happen in your life?"
"I...remember the last part of my history and the beginning. I was born into the Roshinto Family, known for it's wind capabilities. So naturally, I inherited the power...though, I'm not sure how to use it. But I don't need it. I mean, I have healing powers. That's all that matters. But then I sang in our garden and...then she came. I...killed them. I sang and then she came...then why am I alive? She was going to kill me too...I don't remember.
The last thing I remember was being knocked out. I don't know why."
"hey, look! we're done. so, i would ask you on a second date, but i'm about to explode. no, really. please step back."
"Second date? Oh...is that your way of 'see you later'? Okay! See you later! I have to get my memory back...I'm missing a chunk of my memory."
of this mistreatment ,
[/color][/font][/center]name. Scara
age. 18
rp experience. 7 years
rules. Yosh
rp sample."Mother, how come your voice is so pretty?" Scara asked, staring at her mother. The young woman smiled sweetly at Scara as she picked her up and placed her on her lap. "Well...when I sing, I don't listen to what I'm singing." Scara looked at her in confusion. "Silly Mom. How can you sing when you're not eharing yourself?" She smiled at her questions.
"When I sing, I don't listen because when I listen I think." Scara had another question. "But momma, if you can't think, how do you know the lyrics?" Her mother giggled. "Well, I don't know the lyrics in my mind. I sing from my heart. I silence my mind and I sing with the lyrics in my heart and the melody of my emotions. Scara, your voice is beautiful. Don't ever let that change."
Scara gave her mother a big smile. "I won't. I'll always sing when I'm happy. I'll sing whenever I need to sing!" The young Scara curled up on her mother's lap, as she fell asleep to a tune that she heard almost everyday of her life, a tune that would be silenced forever.
Scara felt suddenly saddened by that memory five years ago. It was the day before her entire family died. She hadn't sang since. "I promised my mother." She murmured to herself. "That I would sing again when I'm happy. But...all I feel is sadness, regret, and loneliness." No that was wrong, she sang recently. To whom? The name nor face would show up.
Not even a voice appeared in her mind. "I'm missing a part of myself. I'm missing a part of my memory and someone is missing." Scara looked around. It was true she didn't know where she was but she also knew that something that was there wasn't. '...Vento?' Another memory flashed, when someone found her pendant. "This was your mother's, wasn't it?"
The voice was familiar, yet the name and face was lost to her. A rumble appeared in her mind. 'Yes. That is my last master's pendant. Keep it well, wind priestess.' Scara blinked. She now realized she was missing two things. Her guardian, Vento, and...who? It frustrated Scara. "She's out there, somewhere. I'm going to find her." Scara said to herself.
